What a brilliant insight into the human condition, I salute you for being able to express this, well done, its on a par with some of the best spiritual writing I've seen in Medium, and spiritual is incredibly important, I think. More power to your elbow, I hope you do much more on this front.

Here is something from someone else I have a lot of regard for:

https://medium.com/@davidprice-26453/romancing-the-soul-0914e610d940