Thanks for writing about the condition of feeling exhausted, alone, and wishing to isolate, due to the overwhelming emotional weight of the knowledge you have, of the problem in process. This is probably much more widespread than realised, but it's probably a necessary path for all to take, towards realising there has to be systemic change, it has to involve the vast majority of people, and probably needs the heads of business and government to feel also.

For that, there might have to be economic collapse, though I show how to instantly make the transition from destructive energy, to creative energy, giving a full technical analysis showing the way out (Domestic and community based solar hydrogen, backed by money issued as permanent solar indexed stimulus - no more debt), without collapse, it doesn't look like they are getting the message, that the antidote to the effects of scarcity enforcement, now that we have the technology to do so, is just to let the free energy flood in, for free, we need to set it loose, to set ourselves free from destroying the planet.

Meantime, I am with you, suffering all the same mental anguish you do, I am lucky enough to be getting professional help for it, though I've never been out there seeing the damage first-hand, I know a little of it just from ordinary life, and know where it has to go because I've investigated it to my own satisfaction / mental distress. The psychiatric definition of stress is feeling responsibility to do something, to enable change, but having no power to change it - another classic slaves dilemma.

There is a way out, if only more could understand it.

We are going to be seeing an epidemic of this condition I think, in fact we already are, maybe.

https://eric-bott.medium.com/forget-greenhouse-gases-ef857af9b168