Scott, you are the one who is sane, and the one who has the courage to speak up, about what we all know isn't right. The sheeple trollers screaming aggression and escalation are the insane cowards, who will see the world burn before they finally realise their own ass is burning as well. You are 1000x the man (Or human) of any of them, in my book.

What you write here is infinitely valuable imho, if no-one was doing it, we would be in big trouble, it seems to me.

Why not watch TV in between forays, we all need respite probably most of the time, I know I do, and we all gotta eat. Besides, you even have some solar, which is more than I've got, or most people have got, all I can do is write about it :) You know if everyone had the solar capacity you have, the war between good energy and bad would already be won.

You should not feel even slightly guilty, it seems to me.