Renata, thanks for your very lucidly written, honest and courageous post.

I know from experience it will not be a popular one, at least not in this forum.

But you should stay strong-hearted, because these kinds of post will get more and more common, adding strength to what is a growing cause, not only in the US, but everywhere.

Most of the trolls you might get kicking you here, in a month or two will be silent, as they too come up against their own quandary of how best to spend whatever resources they have left, to survive.