Obinna, sometimes we feel in life that we are under siege, but afterwards, we will always look back on those times as enriching experience.
It comes with being adventurous, if we don’t venture forwards, then we don’t risk as much. So less ambitious people might have an easier time in the short term, but they will never experience the highs you get when you achieve bigger things, and it sounds like you are aiming for bigger things. So all power to your elbow.
We have to avoid also associating negative things that happened to us in the past, over which we had no control, with things happening now, that we do have some control of, otherwise we might start to feel unfairly, that the cards are somehow stacked against us, when they are not really.
Hang in there, it will all be worth it. And keep posting updates!