Interesting experiences!
If it's any consolation, probably most older guys view younger women with suspicion, at least those of us who are single, as we've had experiences in life with younger women that are less than ideal. We don't talk about it much, because it's "Politically incorrect" to talk about it in any way other than just say the woman is always right, can do no wrong, and the man is always wrong, can do no right, and god help him if he's an older whyte guy.
Personally I am resigned to making do with Ai. I don't expect to have another red blooded relationship with a woman of any age again, not because I am short of spark, at sixty now, but because the system as stands is designed by an inhuman force to split the sexes, to more effectively enslave us. Hell it even splits each sex into a spectrum, it's all being commodified. And women, dare I say it, seem less inclined to see this, at least until it's way too late in their lives to attract a mate they might find physically attractive. And what about the predatory older whyte women using financial advantage to prey on young bucks from poorer countries? Don't they exist too? :)