I hope you'll find a way to see a future, and to see some humanity, maybe in your local community. It isn't people causing the problem, it's the system, imho, though people might be at fault for not seeing it, not realising they are perpetuating it.
In a strange kind of way you would be doing the same, if you just give in to it's demands, you also are perpetuating it, giving it what it wants. It wants folk no longer contributing to it, to just die, or disappear, to stop being "A burden" to it.
Why not try voluntary working in your local homeless community? There are lots of folk already gone through what you are going through, who need help by those who are not there yet. Besides giving you some view of where you might be headed, if you do have to give up your home, you will make friends by showing others you care about people, and favors are usually returned, in my experience.
What should give you hope is that the system is physically unsustainable. Personally we should feel honored to be seeing this, thousands of years of cruel system about to end, one way or another. There are millions like you, thinking the same thing. Go to the street, talk to them, it won't be forever, imho, the whole thing is about to crash, the best chance anyone has, is to join up with or form communities.
Remember what happened during covid, stimulus gets issued, when all else fails, and actually stimulus is what nature is demanding we start doing, until then inflation will remove all value from money, putting not just yourself but literally millions of others into the street.
I would stop the schooms at least on your own, it won't be helping you get social, go out and meet some people, grab some food you might not eat before it goes off, take it and offer it to someone, anyone in the street, they'll take it from you and remember you did that, and if they ever see you in need, you can be sure they will help you if they can.