Everything you've said here, as far as I can make out is conducive to the status quo. Nothing you are saying is likely to change where we are at, a showdown with nature, due to our persistent ignorance of how nature actually works, which is already resulting in human atrocity, but which will further result in final atrocity by nature, with climate change due to the energy scourge we've done on the planet using the energy con of profit.
Your philosophy says there is nothing we can do about it, over and over, there can be no understanding of nature, nature is absurd, just carry on doing the energy con.
Your philosophy begs the reader to just lie down and die, rather than go to the effort of learning enough about nature to have any kind of affinity with it.
This is my impression of your philosophy.